now I’m never going to be able to sleep.
and I’ve been so exhausted all day.
I’m not sure that you even know how much you’re hurting me.
I’m not sure that you even care.
my skin is crawling and my stomach is in knots.
Why couldn’t you just be honest with me?
Why didn’t you tell me what was going on?
Why didn’t you make me understand?
Why are you hurting me like this?
Why did you have to lie to me?
Why do you have to move so quickly from one girl to the next?
Why did you think I was different?
Why did I think I was different…
take a shower.
wash away the sadness.